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Ramadhan

Filed under: poems — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 6:00 am on Wednesday, September 28, 2005

wahai dikau…renunglah engkau akan nasib diri

wahai qalbu…sedarkah engkau akan gerak hati

wahai aqal…terfikirkah engkau akan apa yang bakal terjadi

andai ini merupakan Ramadhan yang terakhir kali

buatmu sekujur jasad yang bakal berlalu pergi

tatkala usia bernoktah di penghujung kehidupan duniawi

pabila tiba saat tepat seperti yang dijanji Ilahi

kematian…adalah sesuatu yang pasti

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir

tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir

biarpun anak tekak kering kehausan air

tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu

mendayu..merayu…kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir

tentu solatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu

solat yang dikerjai…sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu’

tubuh, minda, dan qalbu…bersatu memperhamba diri

mengadap Rabbul Jalil… menangisi kecurangan janji

"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil ‘alamin"

[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...

kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekelian alam]

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir

tidak akan kau persiakan walau sesaat yang berlalu

setiap masa tak akan dipersia begitu saja

di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang

alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang…bakal kau syairkan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir

tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan pesta-pestaan

berterawih…berqiamullail…bertahajjud…

mengadu…merintih…meminta belas kasih

"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU

tapi…aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"

oleh itu duhai Ilahi…kasihanilah daku hamba-MU ini

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir

tentu dirimu tak akan melupai mereka yang tersayang

ayuh ke mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan

kita buru…kita cari…suatu malam idaman

yang lebih berkat dari seribu bulan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir

tentu engkau bakal bersedia batin dan zahir

mempersiap diri…rohani dan jasmani

menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail

di kiri dan kanan ..lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

duhai Ilahi…

andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami

jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling bererti…paling berseri…

menerangi kegelapan hati-hati kami

menyuluhi diri ke jalan menuju redha serta kasihsayang mu Ya Ilahi

semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

namun saudara…

tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui

samada Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali

hanya yang termampu bagi seorang hamba itu

berusaha…bersedia…meminta belas-NYA

andai benar ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kita

donno….

Filed under: me~ — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 5:18 am on Wednesday, September 28, 2005

assalamu’alaikum kat org2 yg rajin membuka blogs aku nih… << ntah ade ke tak…

hari tu aku plan bile semakin dekat ngan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak, aku nak kurangkan time tgk tv… xnak online… xnak online might be boleh diuruskan… yang jadik masalahnya, tv. dari xde langsung mase tuk tv dalam daily life aku, jadik 3 jam. semuanya isnin-jumaat. hari sabtu memang tgk slalu lah… sebab banyak anime. hari ahad lak tengok samurai-x << last sunday xtgk… skang nih, duk fikir. camner aku nak elak tgk tv byk. dah la waktu dia mmg strategik nanti bulan puasa nanti. dua citer kol 5.00p.m - 7.00pm. time tu orang duk prepare tuk iftar. hurnm… pastuh yang satu lagi malam kol 9.00-10.00. yang nih boleh kot aku hadapi sebab kena tarawih. biiznillah.

final exam just around the corner. PMR next week. SPM dalam 5 minggu lagi kot. PMRU 3 minggu kot. musim exam. aku still xprepare ape2 lagik. may be this weekend aku akan mulakan. kadang-kadang aku rasa cam nak give up jer. tapi bila fikir-fikir, memang la hidup camni. ade susah senang. memang hidup diuji. mmg manusia dicipta tuk diuji sape yg paling baik amalannya.

what else yerp? oh ya… hari nih and semalam birthday dua org kawanku. Balqis and Asma’. aku tengah pokai nak beli hadiah. so, aku wat je lah puding. yang tu jer paling aku mahir. so aku buat la. guilty gak memula sebab sorg dr derang tu bagi aku hadiah. tapi dia kata dia suka. hehehe.. tulah kan. dia tak leh simpan. boleh makan jek. huhuhuhu~ kira diorang bertuah la sebab aku xpernah lagi wat puding kat kawan2 tuk birthday. hehhehe…

nothing dah. kalo ade aku edit lagik. hahahha… wassalam.

thanks kat pembaca2. << syok sendirik.

tortoise

Filed under: story — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 2:44 am on Sunday, September 25, 2005

AMAR AND THE TORTOISE

One day, Amar was reading one of his favorite stories, "The Hare and the Tortoise." He laughed at what happened to the hare and learned from the tortoise how important it is to use one’s head and that cleverness is more than a match for physical superiority. While he was thinking about these things, he suddenly realized that the tortoise in the book had come alive on the page and had started talking to him:

The tortoise began by saying: "Hi Amar! It’s great that you are so young and clever enough to learn a lesson from the story about the hare and me."

Amar asked "How old are you?"

The tortoise replied: "I’m not as young as I look; I am actually 45 years old. Tortoises live for about 60 years; and there’s even one kind of tortoise called the ‘Testudo’ that can live as long as 189 years."

Everything in the heavens and everything in the Earth belongs to Him. Allah is the Rich Beyond Need, the Praiseworthy. (Surat al-Hajj: 64)

What’s your favorite season?" asked Amar.

The tortoise replied: "Warm weather is very important for our survival. Our body temperature changes with the temperature of the air around us and is usually between 32.2 and 32.4 Fahrenheit (0.1 and 0.2 degrees Celcius) lower than that of the air. Our digestive system speeds up as the temperature becomes hotter. When Allah created us, He gave us this characteristic to make it easier for us to survive when it is very hot. We need all the gifts that Allah gives us, but He is Rich Beyond Need."

Amar then wondered: "What’s your favorite food?"

"We love yellow squash. Our eyes are very sharp, and they see yellows best. That means we can easily find our favorite food," responded the tortoise.

Amar had another question for the tortoise: "Do you hibernate in winter?"

The tortoise explained: "Yes. When the weather gets colder, from October on, and food becomes harder to find, our bodies slow down and we protect ourselves by going to sleep for several months. Our heartbeat and our breathing slow down. We hibernate between October and March. Because Allah created us in this way, we don’t have to stay awake in winter with nothing to eat, which would be fatal to us. Allah has protected us for generations by sending us to sleep at just the right time."

Amar had more to ask: "I know you live on dry land, but I also think some of you live in the water. Can you tell me about them?"

The tortoise smiled: "You’re right, Amar. There are tortoises, fresh water turtles and sea turtles among us. I live on dry land, for example. I prefer fields, soft soil and grapevines. Fresh water turtles, the kind you keep in aquariums, like lakes and river banks. Sea turtles live in the warm seas and come onto land to lay their eggs. Let me tell you something interesting about the Caretta sea turtle:

Caretta carettas go to warm beaches to lay their eggs. Allah inspires the young turtles that hatch from the eggs to head toward the light reflected off the sea, in other words, to go straight toward where they will live. How do these baby turtles know that the sea is the best place for them to live in? It must be because our Lord inspires that knowledge in them."

Amar said:"You’re right. Everyone with a mind to think with must know that the world is full of Allah’s wonders. We must always remember that you and I, all animals and trees and everything else are a sign of Him. It was nice to talk to you. Thanks for telling me so much. Bye-bye."

"Good-bye, you clever boy," said the tortoise.

harun yahya

macam2…

Filed under: me~ — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 2:36 am on Sunday, September 25, 2005

huhuhu~ titlt dia macam2… ape dia yg macam2 tuh? hehhe….

nothing special senarnya.. just nak tulis about OPKIM last Friday… and.. ape2 la…

opkim tuh wat kat kg.bunut sarang burung…masa opkim tuh… hari khamis tu tak de ape2 program.. just dengar.. ape yer.. ceramah kot.. kat masjid kat kampung tu… esok nyer.. riadhah.. heh.. pastuh girls blaja wat ketupat… ketupat yang tiga segi… aku wat jadi dah.. cuma pulut tu keluar arr… isk.. pastuh.. gi khidmat masyarakat ke rumah.. satu kumpulan kena gi satu rumah… rumah yang kumpulan aku gi tu… kitorg just sapu2 kat halaman rumah… sebab tuan rumah xbg masuk… xkan la nak main rempuh je kot? :D pastuh dah tak bg masuk, kumpulan aku and mlmh pun gi rumah kumpulan lain… lepas tuh balik… balik tempat menginap. bebudak laki main bola jer… and bersih kubur..

bile cite pasal khidmat masyarakat nih, teringat masa KKN lak… huhuhuu~

hari nih, gi seminar Semarak Ramadhan kat Dewan Bunga Tanjung… memula pengisian dia agak boring lar… pastuh yg last ade forum.. forum tu best! tapi xsempat abis… sebab kena balik skolah.. dah pukul 1.00… so, kena la balik skolah… hehehe… masa balik tuh… dinding dalam kelas tuh,cam nak tumbang… ahaha~ dia letak papan… blkg papan tuh ade tingkap… kalo xde papan tuh, panas la masa blaja… langsir mmg leh letak… ………………

ramadhan dah nak datang lagi… ahlan wasahlan ya RAMADHAN… aku berazam nak habiskan 30 juzu’ this ramadhan.. insya ALLAH.. aku akan ushakan… :D

a friendship [[promise]]

Filed under: poems — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 1:39 am on Wednesday, September 21, 2005

This is a promise from me to you I’ll make,

A kind of promise,

So Pure, no one can take.

 

From our thoughts to all of our memories,

A promise that no one else could ever see.

 

This is a pact that will last for not a season,

a lifetime,

Forever,

I make for one reason

 

A vow so deep,

You wouldn’t believe

A promise so secret,

You have to listen carefully.

 

A friendship is the promise,

that I make from me to you,

I hope you got the riddle,

I gave you a special clue.

 

teMaN seJaTi

Filed under: lyrics — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 1:35 am on Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Selama ini kumencari - cari
Teman yang sejati
Buat menemani  Perjuangan suci

Bersyukur kini pada-Mu Ilahi
Teman yang dicari selama ini
Telah kutemui

Dengannya disisi
Perjuangan ini
Tenang di harungi
Bertambah murni kasih Illahi

Kepada Mu Allah
Kupanjatkan doa
Agar berkekalan kasih sayang kita
Kepada Mu Teman
Kupohon sokongan
Pengorbanan dan pengertian

Telah kuungkapkan segala - galanya

Kepada Mu Allah
Kupohon restu-Mu
Agar kita kekal bersatu

Kepada Mu Teman
Teruskan perjuangan
Pengorbanan dan esetiaan

Telah kuungkapkan segala - galanya

Itulah tandanya
Kejujuran kita
Kumencari - cari teman yang sejati
Buat menemani perjuangan suci

skali lagik….

Filed under: me~ — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 1:30 am on Wednesday, September 21, 2005

lagi skali… aku tak gi skolah… huhuhu~ masuk kategori memonteng ker huh?? well…. well… skali skala menenangkan diri kat rumah… hehehhe… cam orang sakit jiwa and hati jek.. ahaha… aku kem salam kat mlmh.. hehe.. mlmh kate kalo x dtg skolah kena la kasi tau.. tapi xde no. mlmh laa… kekkee.. so just kem salam… dah la hari nih ade test maths… aiseh… dah tengah hari baru ingat kat test tu… … esok kena gi skolah… memang aku nak gi skolah… ade qiam last kat skolah for this year… aku xnak dah tak gi skolah… cukup tiga kali jer… hehehhe….

last breath

Filed under: lyrics — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 6:28 am on Sunday, September 18, 2005
From those around I hear a Cry,
A muffled sob, a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then, Last Breath escapes my lips,
It’s Time to leave. And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it’s too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body’s core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate.
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let’s pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see !
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice, while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short, and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the sod
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For they go home, I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let’s pray
Decide which now, do not delay ….

erm…

Filed under: me~ — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 3:24 am on Sunday, September 18, 2005

last friday… aku mendapat berita kematian mak sedara kat kampung sbelah mak.. kampung ummi tu jauh…. gi lepas jumaat… sampai jer.. orang dah nak mandikan jenazah.. sedih gak tak sempat baca Qur’an… (biasanya org meninggal baca yaasin.. kan? kan?) however… aku sempat cium… masa tu lepas dimandikan.. lepas tu.. memula aku ingat nak ikut sampai kubur <utk muhasabah diri>… dah sebab aku ikut my sis.. dia tak nak gi sebab jauh… so aku pun tak gi.

then… hari tu aku pun miss la hur jun… heh.. ingat lagi.. my sis yang cakap. kebetulan lak last episode. aku tak frust… sebab tengok sikit2 jer… yang aku suka citer tu sebab pasal perubatan. aku nak jadik doktor. erm… bila fikir2… aku ada tiga cita2… hehhee… first doktor… second a teacher atau ape2 yang bahagian pendidikan arr… third… erm.. surirumah.. ahahhaa~  moh.. mayam.. alahs.. ash.. ino.. aya.. jeeha.. jgn arr gelak! kalo tak siap arr! eh, mitsui too… jgn gelak kat saye!!  ahahahhahaha! ehehe.. ape masalahnya kalo nak jadik surirumah yer?.. :)

aku dah lima belas kalo ikutkan kalendar hijrah… ehehe… dah tua… 11 syaaban itu itulah… dah lima belas… hahhaha~ happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! kes kes kes…. tapi ikut masihi masih 14… cam mane yer?

aku tak gi skolah hari selasa last week.. then… what happened huh? tadik ade something nak tulis sini.. hurnm… tak pe lah. dah lupa.

A Friend

Filed under: poems — ammarhabibahlovelavender at 3:13 am on Sunday, September 18, 2005

A friend that is there
A friend that cares
A friend who would neva lie
A friend who will comfort when you cry

A friend that is true
A friend that is next to you
A friend who is fun
A friend who treats you number 1

A friend that would do what they
say..they would
A friend who does what they could
A friend who always stays true
A friend is someone just like you!!!

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