I-S-A ; ini sejarah aku

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That?s right no other
My mother

Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think most of?
After Allah
And Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother

Who should I say why close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After Allah
And Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Calm your head
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother

Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.

1.Last place you’ve been to:
* my bedroom

2. You are:
* a slacker

3. They say you are:
* talkactive…

4. Yesterday:
* argh~~nuthim can be done… >.<

5. Last person who texted you?
* erhm…. my friend

6. Last person you called?
* my sis

7. Last name in your received calls?
* …..
.

8. How old are you?
* 15

9. What music is playing
* look into my eyes - outlandish

10. last drink you had?
* plain water

11. Last thing you bought for yourself:
* erhm… timeout

12. You want to:
* finish my works!

13. You really like:
* cycling… hitting the road!

14. You have a crush on:
* erhm… no body

15. You really hate:
* dajjal in ma self!

16. Who is the last person you talked to
online?
* arief_fik91

- HAVE YOU EVER -

1. got wasted?
* …..

2. ran away?
* want to… but i’m not brave enough~

4. had ur heart broken?
* yup… that sux thing!

5. cried when someone died?
* yup

6. broken a bone?
* nope

7. cried in school?
* erhm.. yea

- WHO’S -

1. your good luck charm?
* my mum~

2. person u hate most?
* kalo ikutkan universal.. no one. kalo pengkhususan all the hipokrit << esp. yahudi>>

3. makes u laugh d most?
* family… friends…

4. makes u smile?
* my family… friends

5. has a crush on u?
* erk… tader

- SO -

1. do you get jealous easily?
* yeeaah` esp. my sis… and bro.. >:)

2. what have u been doing these past few
days?
* erhm…

3. what are you thinking about now?
* my folio~ keje kayu!

4. what did you do last night?
* tgk tv

5. what did you last say to a friend last night?
* tarapapa

6. when will you get married?
* eheks…

7. When did u last receive a gift?
* erhm…

8. when did you last drink alcoholic beverages?
* ……….

9. what was your greatest bet ever made?
* erhm..

10. is all fair in life?
* nope..

11. most romantic words?
* ahaha…

12. would you give up your career for love?
* what a…

salam ‘alaik…obviously i’m wasting my time rite now…..

whatever is it…. wargh~~ difikir-fikir… fikir fikir… fikir fikir… ahli fikir ke ape? ah~ bukan ah! fikir mende leyn… ingat ahli fikir je ke bleh fikir?
terbantut agik hasrat nak tulis sepanjang2 mungkin… adeh..
ni ade 2 makhluk nak guna komp.. hehe.. senarnya aku dah semalaman guna… tapi..
ahaha… nafsu xpuas… kuanck.. ok lah..
just nak kata aku duk pikir kn folio and kem komander… bukan menyesal tolak xnak gi.. tapi… bila fikir2 sedih plak.. teringat taun lepas… wawkawkawka~ hari ni aku pakai baju KM.. wawaw… mogok ngan diri sendiri.. ahha…
and say sorry tu mc10 a.k.a devillish sbb xgi kot kenduri… tah ler.. kalo gi ade la aku tayang muka pas2 nih… hehehe…
may ALLAH bless

salamun ‘alaik..
erhm… tadik my sis kata kita kena guna standard language. hehe… sebab bila rosak bahasa bangsa pun rosak. seperti yang selalu orang kata bahasa jiwa bangsa. kuang3…
dah dah… skang pkol 1.45. hehe…pagi. ahaks… sejak akhir2 ni bila on9 malam2 gini mesti lajak… 4-6 jam. adeh.. ke mana perginya ikrar2 yang telah aku tulis dan lafazkan?? ke mana? apakah engkau ini ingin menjadi hipokrit?? ingin berkata-kata semata. tidak menunaikannya?? oh tidak… argh~ serabut! lantak…
akhirnya aku dpt gak dolod lagu look into my eyes by outlandish. wawa… pastu… pesal tadik byk aku nk cerita… erhm.. kelas tambahan… wakakaka~ in memory… hampeh. memory forever… mmg.. erhm..
oh ya… aku amat terkilan sebab xgi kem komander. isk… rasa cam tak de rezeki dah aku nk join prog2 MGBSIM. ntah la knape. sdeyh sgt. pastuh semalam (khamis) aku br tau la kisah sdih p[asal sorg klasmate aku. pergh~ aku nangis tiba2! nak menitik my tears. aiyak! terkejut dayah and che ah! ahahah… gile. aku terkejut. dan… cam.. mmg terkejut  la… sbb aku sangka benda lain. tapi hakikatnya benda lain. terkejut beruk gamaknya. agaknya banyak lagi benda2 yg aku tak tahu. itu DIA punye kuasa. banyak benda yg buat aku terkilan and berfikir sendiri. satu pengajaran yg aku dpt dr cerita kwn aku yg buat aku nangis tu, kite kena bersyukur dengan ape yg kite ade. kite kene bersyukur. jgn sesekali xredha. huhuh.. jgn sesekali bertanya, kenapa aku dpt ni?? kalo tanye pun… muhasabah diri sendiri la…
huhu..pastu duit aku my sis amik. waaaa… abis duit aku. kuang3… bukn rezeki aku… rezeki dia. nak wat camne.. ok lah.. gtg.
wassalam. may ALLAH bless….
hahaa… n3 kali ni xpjg pon!!

I was dead, then alive.
Weeping, then laughing.

The power of love came into me,
and I became fierce like a lion,
then tender like the evening star.

He said, "You’re not mad enough.
You don’t belong in this house."

I went wild and had to be tied up.
He said, "Still not wild enough
to stay with us!"

I broke through another layer
into joyfulness.

He said, "It’s not enough."
I died.

He said, "You’re a clever little man,
full of fantasy and doubting."

I plucked out my feathers and became a fool.
He said, "Now you’re the candle
for this assembly."

But I’m no candle.  Look!
I’m scattered smoke.

He said, "You are the sheikh, the guide."
But I’m not a teacher, I have no power.

He said, "You already have wings.
I cannot give you wings."

But I wanted his wings.
I felt like some flightless chicken.

Then new eventws said to me,
"Don’t move.  A
sublime generosity is
coming toward you."

And old love said, "Stay with me."

I said, "I will."

You are the fountain of the sun’s light.
I am a willow shadow on the ground.
You make my raggedness silky.

The soul at dawn is like darkened water
that slowly begins to say "Thank you, thank you."

Then at sunset, again, Venus gradually
changes into the moon and then the whole nightsky.

This comes of smiling back
at your smile.

The chess master says nothing,
other than moving the silent chess piece.

That I am part of the ploys
of this game makes me
amazingly happy.